
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Happy Howl-O-Ween

Monday, October 29, 2007
My Muse
The Love of My Life....
My nephew Jack is not your typical eight-year-old little boy…he has so much more to offer this world. He has cerebral palsy and uses a wheelchair to move around...BUT don't let that fool you because his spirit is amazing. No matter what obstacles come his way, he finds the strength to overcome them. Everyday he teaches me something new…how to be better at loving someone unconditionally, learning how to have more patience with life and most of all the courage to face life’s darker side (people constantly staring). He loves sports, art, playing pretend and hanging out with his Underdog. I love his sense of humor and his ability to light up the room with his amazing smile. The world is such a better place with this little guy in it.
Art Goddess
This composition came to me when I saw the collage posting that Suzi Blu put up for the group to use for the Muse Project. I have always been in touch with my Art Goddess and she provides direction for where my art will be going for the moment. I grew up watching my mother paint in front of me. I would sit quietly for hours at a time…waiting for her next stroke of paint to be applied to her canvas. I always knew that my life would not be complete without ART in it. However, I just can’t make up my mind on what medium is my favorite so I just keep experimenting with them all. My Art Goddess pushes me to keep going strong and to never forget that it is okay to make a mistake…just keep going. Her message is clear: DON’T FORGET TO STOP & CREATE!
Mandala
Mandala: “circle”, “completion”
I have always loved mandalas and the harmony that comes with a complete circle. At this moment in my life, I don’t feel complete or even whole but I SHOULD…and here lies the problem. I am always striving for something else even though I have been given so much. In general, when I set goals for myself I always make it a point to meet them. Here is where being a perfectionist has its problems. This is what I am working on changing…I want to be able to accept imperfections and not feel that I have to be in control of situations.
So back to my recent goals (the past 5 Years):
1. Start my own Photography Business
2. Live in Italy
3. Finish my Masters Degree in Art Education
4. Teach the most amazing subject to all ages: ART!
Those were my art goals that I set for myself…and I completed all of them. I want to work on my personal goals through my art. I especially need to learn how to live in the moment and not worry about what the future holds for me.
This is why I created my not so perfect Mandala. When I was younger, I was diagnosed with a disease that could lead to infertility. So my husband and I are trying to start a family…I have been focusing on this way too much and not JUST LIVING! This exercise was just in time. It made me realize that I already have so many children in my life that care for with all my heart. Thanks Suzi Blu for helping me come to this realization...it is so refreshing to get a reality check.